I was perceiving myself as good as a man or equal to a man and as powerful, and I wanted to look ambiguous because I thought that was a very interesting statement to make through the media. And it certainly did cause quite a few ripples and interest and shock waves.
I left the ending ambiguous, because that is the way life is.
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Oh come on Calam...that's not Haydn being ambiguous...Haydn being ambiguous is when he says that his identity is not defined by his temptation
Well that's fair enough Bill ...because Fred here ...doesn't want his identity to be defined by his substance addiction... nor Jack here ...by his chauvinistic behaviour...and Marge over there ... she doesn't want to be defined... as an hysterical, emotionally disturbed, man - hating heretic... all because she believes in equal rights for Anglican women in Sydney... No Bill...I think Haydn's ambiguity lies in his fundamental theological principles aka as the Sydney Anglican theology of stereotypes.
Yeah Calam...I believe in breaking stereotypes too... I want to marry a homosexual ... then I know for sure I'll be wanted for my mind and not my body ...not like all them other heterosexual fellas who refuse to make an honest woman of me!